In my dreams...

  Honestly, it just came in my dreams then I couldn't get rid of it not until I wrote it... I was thinking who was that person... Did I already met her? I was so curious... It made me think I'm falling for her... Yeah, it's a girl... I wished she was not...

   By the way, I hope you like it...

An abandoned demon in a midnight sun

and a lonely moon in the starless night

A stolen glance behind the smoke

The inception of our love in our lives...

A scant amount of a tender smile

made a ceaseless love of mine

Like a venom that brings an addiction

or a woe in our forbidden union...

You're a tattoo at the fathoms of my heart

How can this be so immaculate?

You're witty mouth creates laughter

I vow to love you more in this world so bitter...

By your beauty, I was astonished

I wished reality is at reached

I need and want your affection

Please, hear my confession!!!

I don't know, i never feel frightened

That this demon is in my haven

I never think that this is a dilemma

and never came in mind this was a karma...

I love you whether you're a fact or fiction

It was enriched by a extreme seduction

You're just a weakness that give me strength

But it made a great brain wreck...

Crazy Chick of Mine

I thought she was just an ordinary girl

when i met her in the school Comfort Room.

She was graceful, nice and beautiful.

We became friends.

She's more than a best friend.

Unfortunately, she made me do crazy things.

She's the only person made me do bad deeds.

I learn to escape and do shopping

and also, gone home early in the morning.

She made my first drink.

She made my first drunk.

trained me how to kiss...

made me sleep without undies

Blind date in the school rooftop

or even buy alcoholic drinks at the shop.

Sometimes, i never doubt to kick her ass.

She's so witty...

I've never been this crazy.

She's just a Crazy chick of mine!

It felt so ecstatic

it's more than fantastic

I don't take the risk to lose it all

I just love her... that's all...

Ms. Pretty Peculiar

Captivate yourself by the power of her smile,

to the sweet melody of her voice,

to the harmony of her moves...

fall in love as she grooves

Invade yourselves with crave

be amazed with her enchanted face

Like a million girls in one

guess what, she's one of the kind

A soft laconic bounce of her hair

makes everyone stop and stare

So immaculate is what she is

a Maria Clara kind that never been kissed

Humbleness was carved in her heart

generosity and wisdom is unbelievably normal

she stays positive in this caustic life

I condemn her to be so brilliant

Its up to you if you believe its true

even though, i belong to an evil hue

i don't need to eat fire, catch attention and be popular

All of this is for Ms. Pretty Peculiar...

who just forgotten and died...

 

Float and Swim

i sink in a place of ignorance and curiosity

where psychological incapacity is the cause of my drowning

and imperfection surrounds every little thing

there is no law or rule I'm abiding

Certain drugs brings me happiness

it makes me an addict and I cherished it

It's so contagious

but you need not to stay away

But all things come to an end

and everything had just change

I felt bored and blind... full of mess

I decided to dream again

I need to go somewhere... far maybe

where I can clean myself and start again

to stand up and  now, I'm desperate

It's never too late... i know

hope, faith and courage is What i only got...

this feels like I need float and to learn swim...